Heart Break…A Break For The Heart To Speak: Do You See Me?

Do you see me? Because I see you looking but I don’t think you see me. Don’t get me wrong you see the sparkle in my eye, the sway in my hips when I walk, the way my smile lights up a room. But….do you really see me? I know you see the swell of my breasts and the curve of my behind and the soft pout of my lips. But do you REALLY see me? I’m positive you’ve followed the smooth lines of my thighs down to my calves then up again admiring them and everything in between. But do you see me? The love in my heart that is just waiting to be shared unconditionally, I know you see it.

Because I see you. I see you ignoring my wealth of knowledge in hopes of a good conversation being replaced with an up close glance of my breast. I see you discounting my worth for the juvenile thrill of a one-night stand replacing a real date. Do you see me now? Because I see you ignoring my feelings in an attempt to minimize my position and maximize yours. I see you not being strong enough to handle that love but instead opt to play games and pretend it isn’t there. I see you acting as if the tears that roll down my face are not important because my hurt isn’t important, I mean after all, you said sorry right? I watch as you allow lies to roll off your tongue like boulders slamming into my already bruised body while your accusations shoot at me like daggers stinging with each cut.

Do you see me now?   Because I see you.